fifty years before you

mmm. yea. you know, im not so sure. i can honestly admit that i dont know. i think its false, but who am i to say? it all comes full circle. ive literally been on this marry-go-round ten thousand times, why am i still so surprised when the ride ends. and why do i continue to get so excited when it starts up again. its like im asking to get kicked in the bottom.

BUT i figured it out. i figure it out. i figured all the its out. i understand now. i see clearly and walk in a straight line. and the lights stay on until far past midnight. and the giggles are spontaneous.

but there's a leake in the sink. and it drip drops, and drop drips, and drippy drippy drops and drop drips. um. no thank you. message not sent.

one time there was a piano in the corner of the room. and i knew how to play the songs from church. and i sang alone. and there was hope in the air. and fate etched in the marble floor.

{6} WHATTT?!?!?